Have you guys ever felt like one moment might have completely ruined everything? Well, that's how I feel. I'm not going to get into the whole story but something happened over the weekend that makes me feel like a friendship that has been going on for over 10 years might have just completely come crashing down. And I feel like I'm completely helpless and nothing I say or do with fix it. Even though I don't think I'm 100% in the wrong and this other person screwed up too, I feel like the finger of blame is only pointed at me. I'm not saying that I didn't do anything wrong. Yes, maybe I did. But somebody else was at fault too.
Now, I don't think this is very fair to me at all. But I've reached this point where I don't even care anymore. I don't care what the fight was about. I don't care who did what, who said what, who didn't do this, etc. I just want my friend back. But why do I feel like this is a one sided feeling? Maybe because that's the reality. If it is, then I completely lost my best friend and the chance of our friendship being restored is falling deeper and deeper.
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